So, I mean... I am the kind of girl who doesn't need a guy to make her life complete or happy. (Well minus Nikson and Farley.) But it would sure be nice, for a guy who was everything I wanted would just show up and stay... It seems like the kind of guy I want always has eyes for a different girl. I am the kind who is "fun to talk to" or "not really the girl they are looking for". I don't know what it is, but the guys who want me aren't guys I want... they are the guys who think they can push me around or want to use me cause they see baby and think I am easy. Well, I am not easy at all... I don't want sex, I want a guy to come in my life and stay. I know that, that sounds bad, because I don't really want a relationship and want the right guy to make me want a relationship. However at the same time, I don't want to drag Nikson through relationship after relationship. I want someone who he will want to model himself after, who will take him fishing, teach him to play football, teach him to shoot, and work on cars. Is that so much to ask for? A manly man, who will love me and my son, and treat us with the respect we deserve?
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